Well, seeing my life 2 years ago, I was seriously messed up. Everything was wrong and out of hand. But look at me now. Look how far I’ve come with-out anyone holding my hand. Honestly.. this is part right here, right now.. this is the peak of my teenage life and I’m happy as fuck.
I just felt like documenting this moment. The moment when I realized that I lead a beautiful life. The moment when I realized that everything’s wonderful. And more wonderful things to come. God TRULY had a plan for me.
There was a reason why I suffered so much before. There was a reason why I was unhappy for a couple of months. There was a reason why I had to get hurt. It is so that I’ll appreciate what I have now. It’s so I’ll appreciate the little things.
I wonder when was the last time I wrote a real blog. I mean, the kind that’s not addressed to anyone, just a pure typing-out-loud-blog. From what I remember, I used to do it a lot, and it was fun to back-read those.. but I guess life got in the way.
Anyway, speaking of life….it’s been pretty bliss. I could go on and talk much more about life, about how it’s been and how it’s been treating me and all, but I’d rather not, it would require me to remove the “bliss” in my first sentence. Because right now, no matter how fake it is, or how pretentious I’m being, I’d rather be this than depressed and sappy. After all law of attraction states that IF I say I’m happy, it makes me think I’m happy…… rather than thinking of ways to be happy and whatnot, but let’s save that for another blog.
So there, I’ll just let this blog pass, waste your time and won’t add anymore substance. Decrease the non-existent value of my blogpage.
BUT THEN AGAIN, maybe this blog speaks a lot about the current phase of my life. Substance-less. Admittedly, It really is meaningless. Haven’t done any good for my self, let alone, the humanity. And really, I just want happiness right now. Tho, I honestly don’t even know how to define that right now.
That’s it. Just wanted to give a gist of what’s going on with mi life. But meh, who cares.