Well, seeing my life 2 years ago, I was seriously messed up. Everything was wrong and out of hand. But look at me now. Look how far I’ve come with-out anyone holding my hand. Honestly.. this is part right here, right now.. this is the peak of my teenage life and I’m happy as fuck.
I just felt like documenting this moment. The moment when I realized that I lead a beautiful life. The moment when I realized that everything’s wonderful. And more wonderful things to come. God TRULY had a plan for me.
There was a reason why I suffered so much before. There was a reason why I was unhappy for a couple of months. There was a reason why I had to get hurt. It is so that I’ll appreciate what I have now. It’s so I’ll appreciate the little things.
With my powerpuff girls blanket that I always bring whenever we go out of town! :D
I really like this picture. Taken when we were in Baguio last Holy Week, using the lomo app. Grabe, kahit galaxy tab lang, the quality’s really nice.
It would be easy to reiterate and post pictures about the past events of my life,and they’re plentttty since its FAIR&PROM-season already. <3 (not that I’ve already attended a prom, just want to state that IT IS. Hahaha), but that would be a bore and that would take too much time, all I know is that the past few days were.. amazing, but like I said, amazing would be an understatement. I simply can’t put into words, nor pick the right adjective to describe the feeling.
Well anyway, it all started last week when we had our PAD. It was extra fun and extra special this year! I love my class so much! Our theme was, showtime(as in, the variety show), and they picked me to play Anne, I was actually asleep while they were casting so, I din’t have a say, but its all good. :-j
Then the next day, service awards. It was kindof a bore, since we practically din’t do anything but camwhole..well not really, we slept. :-/
Now, AWIT NG PUSO. HAHAHAHAH I don’t even know where to begin.
Well, let me start na lang by staying, this is NOT my teatro-year, most definitely. Just saying.. Cause it seems like its an unstated fact. I guess its all partly my fault, because of all the decisions I’m making and all the efforts I’m producing. Anyway, I’ll leave all that for another blog.
I guess all I’m trying to say is, I’M HAPPY. Although it may not seem like it, but I really am. I love how everyone loves the play and everyone’s supporting and even promoting the play! I also love how it makes me so busy, wait no.. busy’s not the word.. I love how it takes so much of my time, cause I really need a distraction right now. Distraction from all of the sadness in this world! HAHAHAHA
Anyway, I also realized that so much happiness also means, so much disappointment and sadness. I mean, you always have to pay the price, nothing’s free anymore. :(
That’s all. I hope I din’t confuse my self even more by writing this. =))