Ambassador of Happiness!

Vague question, given that I dream of becoming so many things. For one, I wanted to be an Olympic Athlete, or at least be a coach to an Olympian. (That’s bit of a blur right now). Second, I want to star in a Broadway Musicale, this one’s a bit of a long shot, considering I can’t even land a lead, let alone a ROLE in our school musical. I also want to be a VS angel, a Ramp Model, Costume Designer and so much more that involves the glitz and glamour or Hollywood. 

But fame aside, what I really want (and this dream I’ve got a vivid picture in my head) is to be a HOUSE WIFE. I know that this isn’t the kind of dream somebody works hard for, and when you’d probably just answer me with a pun that all I need is my “prince charming”. But its a lot harder than it seems, I want to be a HAPPY house wife, and I want to build a Pre-School. I really want to focus on my family, that’s something I’ve always promised my self. 

I know what you’re all thinking, I’m too young to think of these. I’m only 18, I know. Barely legal. But while all of you dream of getting degrees in Medicine and Law, I was dreaming of these. Don’t get me wrong, nothing wrong finishing school, heck I want to pursue law my self, but a part of me really want to concentrate on Education and Education. 

Anyway, going back. Once I build my pre-school, I’ll build an even larger mansion next to it. My pre-school kids will be dressed in pink & blue uniforms. They’ll be the brightest students and they will learn ahead of everyone in their age.

Same goes for my children. They will lead a humble life and they will pursue all the dreams they want to pursue. Whether to be an athlete, a performer or to focus hard on their Academics. I will support them and give them 10 times the support my parents gave me, and this time it will be enough.

And my husband (or wife, I’m open to the idea) will be happy. We will work hard, won’t seek for what we don’t have but at the same time, be insatiable and strive for what we rightly deserve. We will be contented, and we will be happy, but it won’t be easy. 

I din’t intend for this to be long, I guess I got carried away. But yes, this is what I want, or at least IDEALLY. 

So which college is right for me? 

This blog post shouldn’t be long and significant, I would just like to recognize a milestone, to document this moment. 

I started this blog when I was only 14 years old, seems so long ago now thinking about it. 

This blog has documented my entire stay in High School. It has reflected my worst and best days. It has inspired me but it has given me the contrary as well. 

Charlettesweb started as Chaaaaarlette, I changed my tumblr name after 2 years. At first I thought it was really clever Charlette + Web, meaning its my website, at the same time, web could also mean the wonders I terribly write about, share and post here.

But now I think my Tumblr name speaks of me all in all. Charlotte. Charlotte the spider. We’re a lot more similar than I thought. I know that that’s stating a lot, given that Charlotte is a life saver, a hero and all those. But Charlotte was also scared, like I was when I started this blog. That’s was my investment, my scared thoughts and emotions. As it turns out, it all worked out for me in the end. The way it did for Charlotte.Well, who am I to say that, this isn’t the end. This shouldn’t be the end. 4 more years for me, 4 more years for my blog.

“Terrific”, Charlotte says. 

I’ve been listening to Ms. Swift since 2008 and not-to-mention A DIE-HARD fan!! She visited the Philippines last February 19, but I missed her concert for PROM! I hope I get to meet her one day! For now, here’s my Top 5 T.Swift songs OF ALL TIME. 

Our Song - Taylor Swift,2008 (Self Titled album)

Well, this is one of the first songs I’ve heard from Taylor,and what makes this special for me is the way its telling a story, and how I always go “OH MY GOSH, I KNOW HOW THIS FEELS LIKE” , cause believe it or not, the story she’s telling? Yep, had the very same experience. Like I wrote the song my self, you know?

You Belong With Me - Fearless,2008 

This has been EVERYONE’S anthem in their very own love stories, so clearly most teens and little girls can relate to this song, but what I love most about this song is the mixture of feeling between happy, at the same time, feeling broken. Because, well I don’t know about you, but that’s just what I feel most of the time. 

Fearless - Fearless,2008

This song most especially owns its righteous spot in my heart. Especially this year. It helped me personally in my growth, to overcome struggles and most especially.. to be fearless.

Sparks Fly - Speak Now, 2010

Won’t elaborate on this, but Sparks Fly is simply my fairy-tale song. 

Never Grow Up - Speak Now, 2010 

I will LOVE THIS SONG FOREVER, and NEVER GET TIRED of listening to it, because its so personal I feel like the words came straight from my heart. Plus the music’s really outstanding too, in a way it sounds like a lullaby, but at the same time its the kind of melody you can dance to, and well.. just everything. The title says it all, I never want to grow up and I honestly wish I would never grow up.

SO, That’s my top 5 songs. IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.  Its so hard to pick my top 5, let alone top 1! I don’t know why I’m making it hard for myself, now I want to re-do it and talk about ALL her songs!! But, no.